Sorry

Lifes has changed a lot.. n how.?? people came and went..with evry1 leaving I learned a new thing.but ther were sum spl ppl.People who meant d world to me.. couldn't think of life without them. njoyed their company.. n did wat all could be done for a friend for life. n no doubt got the same too. ok.. its not about people.. its about one guy.my best frnd. luved my best frnd to the core. missing him to d core. dunno if he is.. but yes its difficult for me to live without him. he has always been ther for me. a shoulder as a frnd.. a hand as a brother.. n always guided me like myy teacher. n I cant find even his shadow nemore. yess I have made mistakes. but m paying a heavier price. he could hv fought wid me. argued with me.. but all he could so was be silent. his silence is killing me. we couldn't stop talking wen with each other. n here we are.it has been 2 weeks. no calls nuthin. not even a formality is der.. was the bond soo weak.. Noooo it was not. its our stubborn behavior.. both of us r lik dat. he just moved away. takin away all my care..my emotions. my love and my frndship wid him. he cant do dat.. hes not soo rigid. I know he loves me too. must be missing me toooo. but then y isn't he responding. hv our ego's become soo big. one small thing. I kno he will say.. it was not a small thing.. okk even if it's a biggg thing. it was not big enough to break d bond we shared. d tyms we cared. the 2 yrs.. d most memorable tym we spent. a thing never hidden.. a relationship that could share anything and evrything. it was d best I had.. n I want it back in my life. I want u back..I want him back. All d smiles .. all d jokes.. all d funny names. all d memories.. all d lil fites. all d arguments.. all my bike rides.. all my trips.. all d movies.. all d drinks. all ur dedicated songs. all our shared icecreams.. all our shopping sprees.all my milkshakes . all ur fav food. be it daldhokli or sev puriii. even ur smallest habitsss. nething n evrything related to u I hv not forgotten.. n never will. I am sorry. n more thn tht.. I need u.. Come back shaktimaan. Loveeee u to d core