Expectations….how bad can they eva be…???? I neva thought of all this until I maself experienced the pain one can get by expecting high from oders…I hv realized tht d only one u can expect sumthin or everything is urself…u shld be n r always responsible for wateva u hv done and u can expect nethin only from urself because u will neva ditch ur own self…
Every1 in dis world is sad or hurt coz sumthin has not happnded accordin to their expections….be it thy din get wat thy expected…thy wer nnot luvd back as thy expected…thy din get d salary or promotion as expected…their frnds din react as thy expected…thy din get dat much support as expected…everythin is sumwer related to expectations….
I hv always seen maself dependant on oders emotionally….i get attached n start luving ne1 very easily…at evry step of ma life I hv seen maself being very much close to sum1 or d oder..n it has hurt me to core now…lately I hv decided to stop expecting nethin frm ne1…stop crying for oders wen thy don meet ma standards of expectations…y cant I understand that affection, care, love, frndship can neva be asked for ?????? tht I shld neva think wat I will get in return wen m giving ma fullest to ne relationship..?????? tht ppl in this world always think only for themselves 1st n y not, maybe I also would hv mean enough to hurt sum1???? Forgive me god if I hv don nethin so bad to ne1…
I don kno wats rong wid me…m I goin mad bout d ppl who hardly care bout me and sumtimes don’t evn kno tht m hurt…tht evrytime I see a person whos breakin ma heart by not meeting ma expections I feel bad…I cry…I sob…n everyone in ma life has done tht to me atleast once…n surprisingly the ppl I luvv n care about the most has done it more often…be it ma sister whom I luvvv d most n care bout d most is doin tht to me…be it ma frnzzz whom I hv always given undue importance…or be it d one I luv n expected him to do d same …every1 has simply been mean to me….maybe their rite in their own ways n maybe its ma fault in everything…
But wateva it is its all d fault of expectation…how I wish I had d heart which would not expect nething frm ne1…which would try to luvvvv n care bout evry1 I luvvv to d fullest but not expect nethin absolutely nething in return….soo all d pain..hurt…sorrow will vanish on their own….
