The Best of both Worlds!

A phase or a stage,

Everything seems so strange!

 

Is this the great beginning or start to just another inning?

Life looks so beautiful but it isn’t going to be as wonderful.

This happiness has a grief, why should I leave?

 

Why should I leave behind?

Those endless moments

That home that gave solace

That warmth and the love

That protection of my beloved

That amazing surrounding

Those carefree days

Those hands that cared

Those hearts that beat

Those eyes whose twinkle is me

Those hearts who love unconditionally

 

Why cant I have the best of both worlds; where I have him and them both?

Probably such is life for a girl,

It’s time for me to step in the shoes of my mother;

 if she wouldn’t hv left her folks, I wouldn’t get this life to own.

 

Its time to move on

Its time to start the journey of being a woman from a little girl!

 

My heart would still crave for having the BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!

 

Marriage - Willfull or Enforced????

Marriage…

This word has the capability to raise many eyebrows and amaze many people… but what really is the significance of this big heavy word…???  Does this lifelong bond hold that kind of value which really our parents/grandparents teach us??

Does it allow the gurl in an conservative Indian Hindu society to decide by all her means on who she wishes to be her lifetime partner…???

Wherever I c… I can c the gurl being forced to give in to the wills, whims and fancies of her family to choose her life partner on their terms and conditions??? Y cant we be given the sole right to choose – WHOM, WHERE, HOW AND WHEN we would like or marry….

Being the respectable bond that it is… a bond which has to sustain all the happiness, pain, anger, love, good to worse times together… to find a person who is suitable to hold your hand in worse situations which are normally out of our control…. IS it not necessary to held the test of time for that one person with whom you are going to be emotionally dependant all your life…??

Life takes you through tricky paths and love always has a vicious circle to it… And marriage is the period when all these three cross their paths…  When you marry someone when you love them and post that your entire life takes a turn… a turn which turns your life upside down… The stage before your marriage is the most critical time in your life…

I would request all the girls and guys to be vocal about your feelings if you entering the arranged marriage zone… especially the girls… Plz do not give in to the societal pressure and compromise on the most critical decision of your life… It is your life and you are the sole person who can make a good/bad decision about it...

Think, act, and feel the connect before saying a yes… or deciding on this important matter called MARRIAGE…

All the best girls for your most important decicison and hope you all live the so called.....

"And they BOTH LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER"

 

Sorry

Lifes has changed a lot.. n how.?? people came and went..with evry1 leaving I learned a new thing.but ther were sum spl ppl.People who meant d world to me.. couldn't think of life without them. njoyed their company.. n did wat all could be done for a friend for life. n no doubt got the same too. ok.. its not about people.. its about one guy.my best frnd. luved my best frnd to the core. missing him to d core. dunno if he is.. but yes its difficult for me to live without him. he has always been ther for me. a shoulder as a frnd.. a hand as a brother.. n always guided me like myy teacher. n I cant find even his shadow nemore. yess I have made mistakes. but m paying a heavier price. he could hv fought wid me. argued with me.. but all he could so was be silent. his silence is killing me. we couldn't stop talking wen with each other. n here we are.it has been 2 weeks. no calls nuthin. not even a formality is der.. was the bond soo weak.. Noooo it was not. its our stubborn behavior.. both of us r lik dat. he just moved away. takin away all my care..my emotions. my love and my frndship wid him. he cant do dat.. hes not soo rigid. I know he loves me too. must be missing me toooo. but then y isn't he responding. hv our ego's become soo big. one small thing. I kno he will say.. it was not a small thing.. okk even if it's a biggg thing. it was not big enough to break d bond we shared. d tyms we cared. the 2 yrs.. d most memorable tym we spent. a thing never hidden.. a relationship that could share anything and evrything. it was d best I had.. n I want it back in my life. I want u back..I want him back. All d smiles .. all d jokes.. all d funny names. all d memories.. all d lil fites. all d arguments.. all my bike rides.. all my trips.. all d movies.. all d drinks. all ur dedicated songs. all our shared icecreams.. all our shopping sprees.all my milkshakes . all ur fav food. be it daldhokli or sev puriii. even ur smallest habitsss. nething n evrything related to u I hv not forgotten.. n never will. I am sorry. n more thn tht.. I need u.. Come back shaktimaan. Loveeee u to d core

D END OF FOREVER…

Yes… it seems as if the forever tht we hv always dreamt of.. d forever tht we always boasted of..the forever tht we always promised each oder… has cum to an end..

“D magic..
d fun..
d group..
d kamineys..
d bond..
d frndship dat made heads turn ..
d group dat made evry1 jealous…
d love dat evry1 wanted to be a part of..
d bond dat created magic..
d group hugs dat made evry1 cry..
d lives dat wer interlinked…
d need of us to be together…
d matrix dat no1 else culd enter..
has all lost sumwer… “

All of it is soo complicated now dat nuthin can be done.. I keep on dreaming and thinking of the good tyms tht we spent.. d fun dat we had.. d outings.. n more importantly d bond and frndship dat existed… no1 could live widout each oder.. none of us could see d world dat existed beyond d 4 of us..Had never dreamed of this grp who could not live widout each oder goin thru all dis…

I dunno wat God has in store of us.. n dunno y all dis is happening,.. but honestly speakin I misss of it.. :’(
N today I kno no matter wat I do… how much I try nuthin is goin to change d situations..
But situations r goin worse… I m tryin my level best to get them back..

All said n done.. nuthin can change wat has happnd.. n I m tired figuring out how to solve issues… So I leave d responsibility to d oder 3 or to God to solve this mess… n I hope n wish they doo…

Plzzzzzzzzz... plzzzzzz i want u guyss backk.. i want kamineyys backk..

luvv u guyss from d core.. n d love will never decrease... n never end.. noo exit... never will u guyss be away from my heart n soul...

misssssssiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn kamineyyss..

cum back guyss n we will live our FOREVER... SO THER WILL NEVER BE AN END OF FOREVER..!

Thanks..!!

Thanks for making me feel weak,
N thanks for making me feel incomplete.
Thanks for all the years we spent,
N thanks for all the tears i shed.
Thanks for coming in my life,
N thanks for telling me lie.
Thanks for d greats we had,
N thanks for the things I regret.
Thanks for being friendly,
N thanks for making me feel lonely.
Thanks for all the promises,
N thanks for all the losses.
Thanks for changing my life,
N thanks for the lesson u taught this tym..!!!

DrEaMs UnLiMiTeD

I am on the middle of the road..

Finding a path to go..

A path that leads to my happiness,

A path tht leads to my success,

A path wer i m not pulled,

A path wer i m not pushed,

A path wer i can do wat i want,

A path wer i will be excused if i cant,

A path to reach d skies,

A path to njoy the rise,

A path wer i m not forced,

A path wer i can be sourced,

I hope i get a direction soon, so tht i dont hv to wait till d nooon,

I hope i wil be able to reach d top, before my hands r tied to a cot,

I hope my life takes a turn around, and takes to a land wer all my dreams surround

I hope i get d support of the ones, i need d most,

I hope all dis is not tooo much to ask for, especially wen u kno wat r u made for!

WHY IS IT ???

Why is it;
Why is it; that I feel lonely
Why is it; that I feel incomplete
Why is it; that I feel the absence of sumbody so sweet
Why is it; that my life changed
Why is it; that I am still there and evrythin around changed
Why is it that those days went
When life was carefree
When it was only u and me
When I was the only one that mattered
When I was pampered because I was hampered
When I was treated because I was cheated
When we roamed in the mall
When we spoke on the call
When we laughed till no end
When we promised to be together till the end
When we were supposed to be separated
When we fought and came together.
Why is it; that today even after being together
Why is it; that things have changed altogether
Why is it;
That today you are not only mine
That today you need another hand with me
That today the malls are so lonely
That today I am not pampered
That today calls are just conferences
That today I am not needed
That today even if I stop u, u wanna go there
That today u feel I am changed when m still the same
That today you are happy only when sum1 is there
That today there is gap
That today I am the bridge between you two and tomorrow he will be the bridge when I will
want to reach you
That today there is privacy and I hope tomorrow there is no secrecy
Why is it; that even after all this I cant stop thinking about you
Why is it; that I am trying to be the best for you
Why is it; that I still extend that hand for you when I know it is for sum1 to hold
Why is it; that I still wait for your call when I know my expectations are just gonna fall
Why is it; god granted my wish when he just wanted to make me feel- “ dat you take d person but your Life is still my wish”
And finally;
Why is it; today we are together but I feel – dat
“TODAY TOGETHER WE CAN NEVER CREATE OUR YESTERDAY”