WHY IS IT ???

Why is it;
Why is it; that I feel lonely
Why is it; that I feel incomplete
Why is it; that I feel the absence of sumbody so sweet
Why is it; that my life changed
Why is it; that I am still there and evrythin around changed
Why is it that those days went
When life was carefree
When it was only u and me
When I was the only one that mattered
When I was pampered because I was hampered
When I was treated because I was cheated
When we roamed in the mall
When we spoke on the call
When we laughed till no end
When we promised to be together till the end
When we were supposed to be separated
When we fought and came together.
Why is it; that today even after being together
Why is it; that things have changed altogether
Why is it;
That today you are not only mine
That today you need another hand with me
That today the malls are so lonely
That today I am not pampered
That today calls are just conferences
That today I am not needed
That today even if I stop u, u wanna go there
That today u feel I am changed when m still the same
That today you are happy only when sum1 is there
That today there is gap
That today I am the bridge between you two and tomorrow he will be the bridge when I will
want to reach you
That today there is privacy and I hope tomorrow there is no secrecy
Why is it; that even after all this I cant stop thinking about you
Why is it; that I am trying to be the best for you
Why is it; that I still extend that hand for you when I know it is for sum1 to hold
Why is it; that I still wait for your call when I know my expectations are just gonna fall
Why is it; god granted my wish when he just wanted to make me feel- “ dat you take d person but your Life is still my wish”
And finally;
Why is it; today we are together but I feel – dat
“TODAY TOGETHER WE CAN NEVER CREATE OUR YESTERDAY”

COMPASSION

" One quality of character most needed in this world is COMPASSION for other people. One of the urgent lessons of life is to learn how to deal wid imperfections in ourselves and in others. And if we r not altogether pleased with us , it should be easy to understand, why we are not altogether pleased with others"

I read this in one of the newspapers and found it to be soo true... every person must apply this... n think ten tyms before commenting or laughing on oder ppl for their imperfections..

SIDE EFFECTS OF LOVE ON FRNDSHIP

Whhhoooooooooooooooo… I was d happiest wen my best frnd got commited…not tht its sumthin out of d world…but yes I kno how much she waited for tht period… my heart n mind were dancing…could see her eyes filled wid tears yet happy as never before..but while all dis was happenin…my lil heart deep inside started to think dat will she forget this stupid lil frnd of hers… but my mind said… “noo she can never forget me…we r best of frnds..n such frnds whose examples r given for ideal frndship” but as days started passing by I could c certain changes in her..not tht I doubt out frndship… I still can write on stamp paper tht ther r no better frnds thn we r…but certain changes tht I cannot ignore..
The changes:
· Today she looked at him after completing her presentation…while I was staring at her, she was smiling at him
· She went on a movie wid him..her first movie widout me.. they switched their fone..i was crying and dying to talk to her…
· My favorite song which was dedicated to her-she changed it in d car for listening to some other song.
· She went wid him while I was waiting for her to go wid me.
· In d movie while I called her she was completely involved wid him… she din even see me.. even though I calld her
· While we were walkin in d mall…I called her 4 tyms..molu..molu..molu..molu… she din even hear..forget responding to it.. she was walkin wid him hand in hand…
· Today I came to kno dat she was d most happiest wen she is wid him… while I always say tht I hv spent most of my happiest moments wid her..
· Now talkin wid him is more important thn talkin wid me… though she never says it…I can feel it.. I can see dat incompleteness in her if she doesn’t talk wid him
· Today she fought wid me n was gussa on me, but he pulled d fone frm my hand..n started talkin to him, she forgot to sought out things wid me….n was nicely talkin to him.. I was waiting….
· Today whole day she was wid him… we din get tym to talk at all… all d tym in rick she went wid him.. lastly she had d option to cum wid me in d rick..she denied…n readily accepted to go wid him..
· She was upset today… I tried to cheer her up…but don’t think it worked on her..it was only wen he hold her hand…said sumthin to her dat she gave a smile…
· Also, these days wenever I go to her I find thm involved wid each oder… obviously they will be…but tht sumhow stops me from goin towards her…n coz of this we hv had many fites…
· For 3 years we waited back after college…but now even after being wid me..she waits back wid him…d way we left our oder general frnds to go wid each oder..
These r certain things tht I remember…tht I noted down..wen I used say m noting things…I totally trust her.. n I kno she loves me more thn ne1.. but these r certain things which hv happened unintentionally by her…wid no intention to hurt me.. but still like a fool I keep thinkin about thm…n keep crying… but I hv to make myself understand…cant keep on fitin wid her for such petty issues..she means d world to me… n I cant loose for nething given in return… so I hv to understand these minute things n take them as “SIDE EFFECTS OF LOVE ON FRNDSHIP”

Yes it's goin-the best phase of my life!!!!

Suddenly in d train d other day I left from vidyavihar and I was standing near d door ..waitin for ma station to come..n I saw my school…tht way I see my school everyday while traveling… but tht was a lil different…in a fraction of a second I got in my mind all the thoughts of d 5 years since I hv left school….completed my junior college and entered senior college…n today just after 2 months I will b out of college as well..dint even realize how 5 most crucial and important yrs of ma life just flew away from my hands…and I will b just thrown in front of the big bad world…to face them..to become sumthin..to prove my capabilities to d world…no doubt I have my aspiration too..to become sumthin to achieve sumthin as a person…for my family..for ma parents and especially for my dad…but all this will come at the cost of this amazing carefree life tht I hv been leading all these yrs…all the fun in college..d endless hours I hv been sittin wid frnds in coffee shops and canteens…the punishments and taunts tht we got frm teachers …the tension of studies and give exms wid just 1 day’s preparation…all d fun…d stupid fites wid frnds….all d managing of pocket money..wen money gets ova on d 3rd day..n thn wait for d next week to begin…choose all d cheapest items to eat..but still eat…!! N most importantly I will miss my frnds d mooosssstttt…….evrybody will becom busy in their lives and thn we may, may not hv d tym to meet up so often…but yaa there r some frnds for lifetym..n m glad I hv such some very good frnds…whom I kno will never ever leave me…how much eva busy they r…!! but still loss of leavin this phase of life is immense…sumtyms cant believe it….n sumtyms I think..whatever will happen will happen..but now I should njoy every moment of this life…n life has to move on..n it will…I hope it teaches me to b able to adjust to the new life and also blesses me wid my frnds being wid me TOGETHER FOREVER..!!!