Whhhoooooooooooooooo… I was d happiest wen my best frnd got commited…not tht its sumthin out of d world…but yes I kno how much she waited for tht period… my heart n mind were dancing…could see her eyes filled wid tears yet happy as never before..but while all dis was happenin…my lil heart deep inside started to think dat will she forget this stupid lil frnd of hers… but my mind said… “noo she can never forget me…we r best of frnds..n such frnds whose examples r given for ideal frndship” but as days started passing by I could c certain changes in her..not tht I doubt out frndship… I still can write on stamp paper tht ther r no better frnds thn we r…but certain changes tht I cannot ignore..
The changes:
· Today she looked at him after completing her presentation…while I was staring at her, she was smiling at him
· She went on a movie wid him..her first movie widout me.. they switched their fone..i was crying and dying to talk to her…
· My favorite song which was dedicated to her-she changed it in d car for listening to some other song.
· She went wid him while I was waiting for her to go wid me.
· In d movie while I called her she was completely involved wid him… she din even see me.. even though I calld her
· While we were walkin in d mall…I called her 4 tyms..molu..molu..molu..molu… she din even hear..forget responding to it.. she was walkin wid him hand in hand…
· Today I came to kno dat she was d most happiest wen she is wid him… while I always say tht I hv spent most of my happiest moments wid her..
· Now talkin wid him is more important thn talkin wid me… though she never says it…I can feel it.. I can see dat incompleteness in her if she doesn’t talk wid him
· Today she fought wid me n was gussa on me, but he pulled d fone frm my hand..n started talkin to him, she forgot to sought out things wid me….n was nicely talkin to him.. I was waiting….
· Today whole day she was wid him… we din get tym to talk at all… all d tym in rick she went wid him.. lastly she had d option to cum wid me in d rick..she denied…n readily accepted to go wid him..
· She was upset today… I tried to cheer her up…but don’t think it worked on her..it was only wen he hold her hand…said sumthin to her dat she gave a smile…
· Also, these days wenever I go to her I find thm involved wid each oder… obviously they will be…but tht sumhow stops me from goin towards her…n coz of this we hv had many fites…
· For 3 years we waited back after college…but now even after being wid me..she waits back wid him…d way we left our oder general frnds to go wid each oder..
These r certain things tht I remember…tht I noted down..wen I used say m noting things…I totally trust her.. n I kno she loves me more thn ne1.. but these r certain things which hv happened unintentionally by her…wid no intention to hurt me.. but still like a fool I keep thinkin about thm…n keep crying… but I hv to make myself understand…cant keep on fitin wid her for such petty issues..she means d world to me… n I cant loose for nething given in return… so I hv to understand these minute things n take them as “SIDE EFFECTS OF LOVE ON FRNDSHIP”
The changes:
· Today she looked at him after completing her presentation…while I was staring at her, she was smiling at him
· She went on a movie wid him..her first movie widout me.. they switched their fone..i was crying and dying to talk to her…
· My favorite song which was dedicated to her-she changed it in d car for listening to some other song.
· She went wid him while I was waiting for her to go wid me.
· In d movie while I called her she was completely involved wid him… she din even see me.. even though I calld her
· While we were walkin in d mall…I called her 4 tyms..molu..molu..molu..molu… she din even hear..forget responding to it.. she was walkin wid him hand in hand…
· Today I came to kno dat she was d most happiest wen she is wid him… while I always say tht I hv spent most of my happiest moments wid her..
· Now talkin wid him is more important thn talkin wid me… though she never says it…I can feel it.. I can see dat incompleteness in her if she doesn’t talk wid him
· Today she fought wid me n was gussa on me, but he pulled d fone frm my hand..n started talkin to him, she forgot to sought out things wid me….n was nicely talkin to him.. I was waiting….
· Today whole day she was wid him… we din get tym to talk at all… all d tym in rick she went wid him.. lastly she had d option to cum wid me in d rick..she denied…n readily accepted to go wid him..
· She was upset today… I tried to cheer her up…but don’t think it worked on her..it was only wen he hold her hand…said sumthin to her dat she gave a smile…
· Also, these days wenever I go to her I find thm involved wid each oder… obviously they will be…but tht sumhow stops me from goin towards her…n coz of this we hv had many fites…
· For 3 years we waited back after college…but now even after being wid me..she waits back wid him…d way we left our oder general frnds to go wid each oder..
These r certain things tht I remember…tht I noted down..wen I used say m noting things…I totally trust her.. n I kno she loves me more thn ne1.. but these r certain things which hv happened unintentionally by her…wid no intention to hurt me.. but still like a fool I keep thinkin about thm…n keep crying… but I hv to make myself understand…cant keep on fitin wid her for such petty issues..she means d world to me… n I cant loose for nething given in return… so I hv to understand these minute things n take them as “SIDE EFFECTS OF LOVE ON FRNDSHIP”
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