Love is in d air…everyone is falling in love..every1 is blushing wid sum name or d other…but I dunno wer m I goin… who do I want to like ???? the person about whom I was mad is mad behind sum1 else..is committed wid sum1 else for over 3 yrs now…THIS IS A FACT…hv to read it everyday…hv to make maself understand that this time m not goin to get what I want…what I crave for…n I cant do nething about it….this time all ma talent to get wat I want is not enough to get him…wat ever I doo…!!!
…is it my fault that I liked him soooooooo much..that his was the only face that I could see wherever I went…that he was d only guy after whom I hv not liked ne1 else….that still I don’t want to miss a single moment wen I can see him…I kno I cant get him nemore …ther r noo hopes that he will return but still wenevr he luks at me ther is sum hope tht sumday he may cum back n luvv me the way I luvvv him….that I can still see flashes of tht person n get lost in his thoughts…tht whatever he does I can never hate him..cant bear a scratch on him…a word spoken against him… that still the bottle I bought for him is the thing tht I cherish d most…tht still tears just roll out of ma eyes wen I think I cant get him n I hv lost him…y??????????????
Had heard many many things about love…but never thought of them being so true…’first love can never be forgotten’ was one of them..i thought time can make a person forget everything….but I don think tht will be the case wid me.. I seriously wonder that will I ever be able to fall in luve again?????? Will netime ma heart beat the same as it did for him???
I had told about him to almost every1…but aftr all this m scared to love ne1….m scared to give ne person d rite to hurt me..to make me cry n make me think of him d whole day…m scared to show ma love… ‘I love u soooo much n I need u to be wid me forever’…I want sum1 to tell me this…want sum1 to love me n hold me in all situations….but now don’t hv the guts to even lik sum1..forget askin…m scared wat if again I hv to face d same situation…wat if love ditches me again???????
…is it my fault that I liked him soooooooo much..that his was the only face that I could see wherever I went…that he was d only guy after whom I hv not liked ne1 else….that still I don’t want to miss a single moment wen I can see him…I kno I cant get him nemore …ther r noo hopes that he will return but still wenevr he luks at me ther is sum hope tht sumday he may cum back n luvv me the way I luvvv him….that I can still see flashes of tht person n get lost in his thoughts…tht whatever he does I can never hate him..cant bear a scratch on him…a word spoken against him… that still the bottle I bought for him is the thing tht I cherish d most…tht still tears just roll out of ma eyes wen I think I cant get him n I hv lost him…y??????????????
Had heard many many things about love…but never thought of them being so true…’first love can never be forgotten’ was one of them..i thought time can make a person forget everything….but I don think tht will be the case wid me.. I seriously wonder that will I ever be able to fall in luve again?????? Will netime ma heart beat the same as it did for him???
I had told about him to almost every1…but aftr all this m scared to love ne1….m scared to give ne person d rite to hurt me..to make me cry n make me think of him d whole day…m scared to show ma love… ‘I love u soooo much n I need u to be wid me forever’…I want sum1 to tell me this…want sum1 to love me n hold me in all situations….but now don’t hv the guts to even lik sum1..forget askin…m scared wat if again I hv to face d same situation…wat if love ditches me again???????
4 comments:
Hetaaa..i can completely understand ur feelings nd ur emotions...but u r not alone....m der wid u...that bloddy bastard will learn a lesson or two frm me....
its not at all ur fault tht u liked him soo much...he is the one who is a loser....he lost ur love....u will get ur loved one soon....nd he will be zillion times better than him....
he was not the rite person who deserved ur love....that lucky one is yet to come....rite??.....soo dont lose ur hope....
m not telling u to forget him....coz i knw u cant...m telling u to come out of it....shed everything...just leave it....
that is wat u need....nd may be that is the only way how u can let some1 else invade nd grab that oppurtunity nd enter ur heart.....free urself frm those things....
i knw it sounds tooooo much dil to paagal hai types but - some1 smwhr is made for u....nd he will love u more than ne1 else...soo dont lose hopes.....
luvvv uuu.....
wen u fall..
wen everythin arnd starts fadin..
wen d sad music suddenly gets happiness..
wen being alone is preferred over d warmth o closed ones..
love has ditched u..
but..
if it gets ova it was neva meant 2 be..
if sumthn made u cry..it wazn fa ur good..
if u lost on sumthn dat u loved..he lost on sumthn dat wud giv him love..
trust me..it will all come back..
1 day ul laugh at how much u loved him..
cuz dat day d 1 beside u will shower so much o affection dat dis will sound foolish..
so no worries..just b happy..
vr all always der..
take care =)
heyy dat was realllyy sweet of u...i hope dat 1 dayy it happns just d way u told it...
luuvv uu..muaahh...
:-)
no1 can understand u better den me......but u kno lyf moves on......u will get some1 who will mak u 4get dis jerk...and he will be d rite guy 4 u......so juz hav a lil patience......and m damn sure ur heart will beat again....and dis tym it will beat 4 d rite person....and not a4 a moron lik him.....and der is noo need 2 say dat m always wid u...u kno dat....luvv yaaaaaaa loadz and loadz and load
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